Should I move out?
I turn 18 in about 1.5 months. lovong with my mom was always unbearable, but now I feel hopeless and dead. she keeps talking about how I should contribute to the household, how she wishes she’d killed me as an infant.
there is also this issue about me being an atheist. she doesnt know but I expressed many times thag I want to take it off. her response was that I’d be dead to her if I, that includes alsp moving out.
i have a curfew of 15 16:00 at best, my phone doesn’t even have wifi only some gb per month.
I have 2 friends that offered me a place if something happend. I had a fight with my mom yesterday and she said that I was welcome to leave. I forgot to wash the dishes and came past curfew because she took my key so I was w my friends, but yea she decided that my second punishment should be buying 10 kg of rice and carrying it on my own and paying for it.
I texted my friend and asked her if her offer was still u, and her mom said yes. her family already knows me and likes me.
this is just some of the unhinged things she said and done. I feel so broken, and I can’t stop wondering if maybe she’s right and I’m spoiled.
should I move out and how do I plan it?