And I know im never getting over him. I would tell him (messing around )that if we broke up, I bet he would be the one in a relationship and then married first . That shit happened to me my last relationship,before him. My Ex was already engaged and had a baby, 6 months after our 5 year relationship. If it happens again , then it will confirm my theory . That I’m not the marrying but I’m just for practice.
Sucks
I’m a dumb bitch I swear!!!! He was over here meeting my parents and my kids. Telling me how I was the “love of his life” and shit .Damn, if you wanted to fuck and then call it wrap I would’ve respected you more. now I can’t fucking stand you to the point if you died tomorrow I wouldn’t give a shit. Hey Marine (Derick G )you’re a fucking loser ! You should’ve never gotten promoted to WO, tool bag!!! I hope you or someone you know sees this.
*****[For some context ( he was legally seperated, he went to VA for school, prior to him leaving, his lease was up and since I live in a different state he slept at his “friends” couch, the friend was his ex. I spiraled and stressed him out, it annoyed him but I didn’t think that he would Iike completely dump me over it. It was SUS AT LEAST to me . These are just a few messages showing how he changed.****** maybe I am in the wrong idk???:( ]
I’m sitting here I’m my bathroom sobbing because I FUCKING MISS YOU !!!!! I’m so insanely serious . I’m just over here being sad and lonely. You were my person , how can you just drop me like that!?I thought you were different, I fucking I knew, I knew I should’ve never got involved with you . I was “the love of your life” , I was “your girl”….. bullshit you fucking liar. “ “oh im seperated and I wanna divorce.” Yea right shitbag !Pffft, if you wanted to hit and quit it I wouldve let you, you didn’t have to go to the lengths that’s you did and Meet my parents and get involved with my kids , tell me you wanted to adopt them or introduce yourself to my dad’s friends as “ his future son in law” FUCK YOU . You are the ultimate mind fuck . I hate you.