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We had such a divine connection… it was fun randomly thinking about you and knowing the next second you would text me.
So weird how that works, it’s like our love makes us vibrate on the same level or something idk

I would always play those silly games in my head whenever I thought of you and say “I bet he’s texting rn” and you would literally text, is like I could feel you trying to connect w me.

Well now that we’ve been silent it’s hard… It’s so hard to randomly think of you and not know if you’d ever text or if you’re even thinking about me at that moment.

That’s the hardest part, being able to know if we’re truly on the same vibration or if I’m just delusional.

Are you even thinking of me?

-Y

But I fucking can’t but why am I missing someone who was so bad for me

Today I’m choosing to let go. With a heart full of love and head full of possibilities but also knowing this is not my place to stay.
I figured I’m supposed to be a lesson, not a forever as I wanted to be so I’m choosing to walk out with my head high. Grateful for loving this hard and a little disappointed because it didn’t work but what I’m not doing is sitting around waiting on you to get your shit together. I hope when you fix yourself, you find someone who loves and cares for you deeply because even tho I do, I’m tired of being your relationship coach. You’re gonna have to figure it out on your own.
Wish you the best of luck 💗

You should’ve been there for me the same way I was for you. I spent a whole year trying to understand you and love you in the ways you told me you needed to be loved, but what about loving me back? What about also being a pair of listening ears?

Truth is you loved the attention, you loved having someone love you unconditionally and listen to you on stressful days. You acted as if you cared and would ask questions here and there but the moment I started answering I could feel your attention drifting.

Why was it so easy for you to tell me you love me, spend all that time with me and somewhat make me a priority, yet so difficult to truly sit and listen. Yk is all ever wanted?… For you to listen but you never did, you deprived me of my words and then questioned why I got so quiet.

Today I’m letting you go, with my heart full of love but also full of disappointment because God knows for how long I waited for things to get better and now I understand it’s not my fault you didn’t love me the way I needed to be loved. Today I can say that I love you with my whole being but that I wouldn’t try again and I know you will come back as you always do but this time I choose to rest in my truth.

I love you and think I always will but I’m deciding I love myself more. It was nice knowing you, M.