u/Hot_Operation_2390

How do I deal with urges when my head is making them out to be or to seem so appealing, I was doing fine for 7 days then urges came non stop today and they felt so appealing In my head to the point where I started peaking then full fledge relapse, I usually when there is a urge go straight to sleep but then that becomes hard, cause i can't think straight and only think about relapsing to porn I'm wondering how do I stop this and what to do when It happens next time ?

I keep seeing and hearing people say that todd Howard is going to remake new Vegas in his vision what ever that means, for the remaster when there are statements Time and time again saying other wise Bethesda is going to keep it at remasters like oblivion and keep as much of the original in tact?

So basically I've been really struggling with the late night urges, ranging from after relapsing already and going and watching again to not being able to think of anything but porn late at night and then ending up relapsing, I'm wondering what to do when these hit cause its usually late at night when no one is up, any help is appreciated.

I made stuff worse and I feel like I need someone to talk to a real event ocd.

Not sure if this is allowed but is it ok to talk to some one ?

made a post on a legal advice sub about my event(real event ocd) and it ended up making everything worse and then I deleted the account but not the post and now I'm worried it's going To be tracked back to me.

I feel like I need to pay for what I've done in the event or I need to give the person in the event justice for what I did and I am wondering what I do when this happens.