u/Hot_Pattern_2738

So first off I’m insanely attracted to mature women but never been with one, and I’ve been so obsessed with the idea of submission to and spoiling of a woman all night and I met someone whose making it happen next week. Here’s what’s on the table:

Vaginal oral
Anal oral
Kissing everywhere
Licking/oral nipples
Open to anal both of us inexperienced
Her falling asleep to oral and me being strapped to her and waking her up multiple times to it
Restraints

Not into:
My cum in her mouth

Me or her have never done this she’s in charge but still wants me not restrained most the time and being inside her just putting her needs first! She’s into men eating ther own creampie and I’ve never done the is it something you can fake or something that I don’t know I can commit too? It doesn’t seem like it would be hit to me after the post nut clarity. I haven’t gone down in a long time last girl I was with for years hated oral do you think this is a bad idea for me? She and I aswell are unbelievably turned on but is 20 hours going to be hell or heaven for me?

So basically I aswell as probably all of you have just been feeling like were waiting for some kind of disaster to play out whether planned or environmental something just feels off it feels like something is lurking and a few are planning for it. Idk I just can’t describe it but I don’t even feel like planning for the future anymore I just feel like yeah of course 2029 won’t happen why would I care?

Now admittedly I have educated myself on the big slip up called the Epstein files and the more you dig the more you realize not only was it a underground sex and death cult running the government(s) but they also seemed to act as if they weren’t human, or at least us? They seemed to be fine killing billions of people to have some more space and like they were just completely cool setting up a narrative you need to follow. And all the weird obsession with immortality, science, biology and just felt like the owned the world.

Then the potential start of ww3, billionaires planning future pandemic and a few years later his farmland is breaking out with tics that have disease,all this stuff comes out, weird interstellar comments, insane gaslighting, weird ufo/nhi talk, and so much more not to mention the worlds “elite” (more like sick demonic trash) are all building infrastructure underground for themselves. Tons of city sized areas all over the place including Denver airport it just feels like we’re loosing it.

And I’ll admit my algorithm is watching this stuff often , and I used to never follow the news and just lived my life but now I feel like I’m obligated too! I’m trying to figure out if it’s always felt like this when paying attention to the news and I’m not used to it or if something is different?!

Shoot me straight be safe people!

Like I said, I’m just trying to build a little backup electrical generator. I don’t think I’m gonna have very high needs, but I would like to have all 300 W of solar in case I need it. You never know where life takes you anyway so I bought that solar generator and I got a pretty good deal on it and then I also ordered a foldable RENOGY 100 W just to get myself started. I did a little bit of research. I figured I’ll just go with something pretty namebrand mainstream and I also wanted at least one of my panels to be foldable for just like small camping trips or what not.

Now that I have the basics taken care of including the cables and you know that I’m trying to secure two more solar panels for backup emergencies or whatever and I have three options. I’m trying to decide what’s right and I have no idea what I’m doing so someone please help me lol

Option one two of the most dirt cheap marketplace find solar panels that appear to not be damaged

Option 22 mainstream namebrand but cheaper and one piece, solid, rigid panels

Option three 2 foldable name brand but cheaper solid reputation panels, but keeping it more compact and portable, which is important to me but to a point like I don’t understand if these things are worse at actually doing their job so please someone let me know

Yeah, like I said wait and transportation is important to me but only to a point because like the ultimate reason you have this is for backup power right so if these foldable are way too overpriced or they don’t perform, can someone please let me know because I liked the idea of foldable, but not if it’s sacrificing power and then also can someone please let me know how big of a difference is it from getting like 2RENOGY compact midtier panels brand new versus if I was to buy this two dirt cheap panels how much better is getting the new ones