I’m just venting at this point. I’m 23 and never had a relationship. The closest I’ve been was 1 date. Plus I’ve been buzzing my hair since I’m balding so thats not helped. Plus I have no options all my friends are single except 1. Almost every person interested in me showed red flags of being manipulative or I was just a therapist.
I’m 23 and I literally don’t have any options. Almost all of my friends are single and the very closest I’d ever gotten was 1 date. I’m going to lose my mind honestly. No amount of hobbies or friends is going to change this feeling. Sometimes I feel I’m just cursed and doomed
It’s a super small one about 150ish people. I’ve been going there for around 2 1/2 years and I haven’t made any friends just acquaintances. Granted it’s newer smaller and cliquey however I think overtime I’ve started to build up resentment for not feeling included. And to clarify yes I’ve tried groups barely anyone goes to them. Yes I serve and yes I’ve tried getting to know people there. It’s just onesided (me)
Finally I grew up Lutheran and this church is Pentecostal. Lately I’ve really missed being at a Lutheran church.