u/Huterrat66

I know this sounds strange but let me explain it. I'm an 18 year old guy and I'm tired of being single. I've never had a bf or a gf but I have a feeling that I wouldn't be able to fulfill the person's expectations if I even managed to start dating someone. Because I like my time alone, I'm an introvert and sometimes I just don't feel like talking to anybody or going outside on dates. I also don't have much time in general because of school.

Basically I want to find a partner because I want someone to love me but at the same time I feel like I'm not meant to date people. Does anyone feel the same? Does it pass after you actually start dating someone?

I recently visited Romania and became totally in love with the country. I want to learn Romanian but I'm a complete beginner. I tried Duolingo but it's confusing for me because it gives no insight into grammar and I feel like I'm just memorising words and phrases. Does anyone have any better alternatives or anything that could help me out? I know literally nothing about the language.