u/HypoManicCrimeSpree

Obviously today I feeling particularly down, but overall I should be alone.

I just hate my face and body so much that frankly it’s hard to believe anyone would find me attractive or want to be with me. I’m so unattractive and awkward looking. I just can’t believe anyone would want me.

Granted all these feelings are unrelated to relationship status. It’s Just a thought I’ve always had. Today my body dysmorphia is pretty bad. I’ve been dealing with familiar issues and have been overwhelmed, only to be randomly triggered by constant fixation on my flaws and imperfections. Things that are out of my control and never were. Things that most people would take in stride and learn to accept and live with. I feel mentally weak and stuck. My inability to accept myself has been a constant struggle and today it feels hard.

Anyways just sad today and wanted to get it out.

Strictly looking for a friendship connection.

Haven’t posted but I’ve been lucky enough in the past to make fun connections on here so trying my luck again. My mind is really crowded and looking for someone to help fill my off time with fun conversation. I text a lot and occasionally down for a voice chat.

33m from NY, hispanic with a slim build and nerdy tastes. I usually enjoy going out for runs though I haven’t in a while. Love nature and animals. Big Italian and Mexican food lover. Work most weekdays and catch up on sleep on the weekends. I like reading (currently reading Wool by Hugh Howey). I watch too much tv, though right now it’s a lot of basketball. I prefer dogs to cats. I like collecting different things, most common purchase right now are vinyl. I go to a lot of concerts and enjoy meeting bands. I’m 420 friendly and I talk way too much.