My sister committed suicide last night , I am 21 I have no idea what to do
I live in another city and she lives in native , Apparently my mother and my sister got into a fight , my mom left the house in morning and switched off all her phones, My dad (lives in another city) told me about this in evening when he asked me to call my mom hoping she would pick up
I tried calling my sister at 4pm , did 5-8 times and thought maybe she is sleeping but I was worried , I waited 2 hrs more and then kept calling non stop , no one was replying to me
I got very worried and asked my cousin to please go and check, He asked if he should smash the door open, I said yeah do it, that’s when we found out at around 8pm
Immediately asked him to call ambulance , a lot of calls here and there, to my uncles so they can take care of my dad and bring him safely
My mother is diabetic and has thyroid issues , she came at night and saw what happened , everyone’s telling me she is just quite , not talking anything
By all of this around 8:30 I booked the first available flight to my native, currently waiting at a layover
Coordinating with police about documents they want , asking people I can trust to be with my mom and the dog and my dad
It’s 4am, It’s difficult for me to cry, a part of me is still in denial , I am numb and I don’t know how to process
I will reach by 7am. I don’t know what or how should I deal with this, I will eventually have to come back to my city but I can’t leave my mom alone like that, but I don’t know what will be the relationship between my mom and dad after this
I am numb, depressed and angry at my parents but I can’t bring that anger out right now during a time like this where I need to make them feel like the world hasn’t ended , there’s still a future
Before commenting I know a lot of you might be tempted to blame any one of my parents or even me, please don’t do that. I need advice from you guys cause this is something I never imagined in a million years
Edit :- for those wondering she was 19