40yr old father and husband trying to get off this 7oh garbage….again…looking for support and tips
I had been off real opiates for years! Like 7 years, although I did take Kratom leaf, which I felt was child’s play and didn’t really do much of were being honest but it did check off a box somehow and was helpful. Now I’ve been stuck in the 2 year long shithole of 7-oh. I’ve completely ruined my finances, fucked up friendships and somehow still have my wife and son because my wife is patient and has a huge heart but I’m so tired of hurting my family. I’ve gotten off of real dope and sbs before but somehow this has been the hardest shit I’ve ever dealt with in my life. It absolutely sucks and the fact that I don’t even get a buzz near worthwhile makes it even shittier lol. Like how am I ruining my life over something that doesn’t even feel anything like the old stuff I used to do…? Anyways, I’m over it and have unsuccessfully tried to quit numerous times. I did get away from it once for about 5 months and somehow stumbled back into it. Another time for 1 month and slipped again. I feel so much anger for our govt for allowing this crap to be so legal and accessible and they’ve dragged their feet to ban it. We’ve lost true representation but that’s neither here nor there…long story short, I’m hurting bad and looking for some community and support to help fight this fn demon, maybe some accountability too…idk. I love all you guys who are going thru the same battle and I’m here for anyone that needs to talk as well. Cheers!