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Pata Hai Aaj Kya Hua. It’s a match. I wrote a thoughtful opinion to a claim she made about instagram app. A barrage of replies were exchanged. She reacted to the messages with rofl emoji’s and hearts, gave quick replies, laughed at my jokes, she kept talking about herself and I kept learning more about her.

At the end she said it’s a no right from the start. Maybe I should have caught a hint when in the conversation, most of the time it was me asking her that kept the conversation rolling and she didn’t invest at all in learning about me.

Mautarma, aapka dil acha hai. Main bhagwan se yahi prarthna karta hun ki aap hamesha khush rahe, and sab shanti aur sukun de aapko. Par aisa kabhi mat kijiye. Don’t waste your time and my time along with it.

This dialogue scares me a lot. Don’t we all have dreams and doesn’t everyone say dream bigger!!! What can you tag as “Athiga aasapade magadu”.

I rejected a few women who were interested in me, and then broke up with one particular woman who reflected my feelings because of the respect that lacked in the relation.

Even in work, I quit job and rejected offers trying to build a startup that isn’t even budding.

Now, this dialogue created a fear in me. What am I to reject? Not that I cannot draw a line between Athyasa and a bigger dream and goal, but I fear that maybe I think I know the difference, but in reality I am actually just “Athyasa”.