u/Iamloghead

so I’ve been spiritual in my own way for years. floating along my own path, appreciating the world around me, connecting with it when I can and doing my best to stay present in this wild world we’re living in. I’m hoping to build a better relationship with myself, nature and the world around me by being more intentional with my spirituality.

I’ve been wanting to dive deeper into my spirituality but I don’t quite know what I need to do or how I can get over this feeling of uncomfortable silliness. From conversations about spirituality with others to conversations with a divine presence in my life, rituals, even setting up an alter, I just feel dumb.

i have done well enough just doing what feels good and I’ve wondered if maybe I shouldn’t be spending my time working on this because it doesn’t feel natural. I have such a hard time talking to folks who are far more spiritual than myself.

i want to learn more about myself and the world around me and the magical forces that guide us but i feel too frickin logical to allow the magic to permeate my mind.

I make ambient music, all of my loops are out of sync with each other.

I want to be able to add silence to my loops. sometimes I am able to use the multiply clip length to achieve this but it’s inconsistent. I’m sure it has something to do with the size of my loops (ranging anywhere from a couple minutes to well over 20 or 30) but I’d love to know if anyone has any work around for this issue or perhaps a solution.