Shera never talked about this. My boyfriend is medium class earner and he sent me a his salary each month. He keeps something to himself to survive but the rest he gives it to me.
He is submissive and does whatever I say. He cleans, cook, iron my clothes, and my duty is to humiliate him.
Now, I’m in my early 30s, would you settle with a medium wage man giving these conditions?
Is this gonna be a rant? Probably. I just need to get it out of my chest.
I love my parents. It would be easier if I wouldn’t love them. Why would they bring me here? To meet them, to get to know them, to love them, to burry them?
Sometimes I’m searching for someone to put the fault on. Is it them? They brought me here. It must be them!
I could never do this to someone. Bring someone into a life of suffering, of pain, of wage slaving ur little short life away. They are not selfish, they gave me all they had! But they were! When they have put me on this planet. I’ve asked them many times, why would you want me to lose myself when I’ll have to close ur coffin and burry you few meters under ground? Why do I have to let you there, it’s cold down there and you didn’t took a jacket. I wanted to put a blanket over ur grave. And I did. I did that to one of my parents.
Since then I’m just waiting for the second call. Then, I will be more relaxed because I’ll be fully dead inside.
I could never do this to someone. Make someone love me so much, then sent them into the cruel world of suffering. Take care of them with all I have then let them watch me die. I could never do this to someone. It’s almost cruel. If hell exists, it’s here on planet EARTH.
Just a message into the void.
I’ve been looking into numerology for a few years now but it still feels kinda new to me. And one day I’ve decided to see my family life path numbers and all 4 members of my family have the same life path number - 7 .
Have u ever encounter such thing? What could possibly mean?