u/Icy-Librarian-7347

So im curious, because it really bothers me. So, if traumatized kids are acting out their abuse on each other, is that cocsa? Are the kids involved knowingly abusing hurting each other? How do they heal from that? I engaged in a lot of it when I was a very young child, with other kids who had been abused. How do I handle this? I was not ever old enough to realize the consequences of my actions or what I was really doing.

And I just want to add, I should have been helped at a very young age and maybe I wouldn't be so messed up. I hate myself. Truly.

So I've been wondering and have never felt comfortable asking my doctor because I dont want an invasive pap for no reason, but... is sex supposed to feel a little painful/hurtful? It doesn't matter when, or which partner, unless the penis is extremely small, like under 5 in, it is very uncomfortable. Sometimes too much to focus and enjoy the moment. Not always, and not every position. Should I be concerned? Dae deal with this? I always pee before and after so I dont feel uncomfortable but that rarely helps.