u/Idkakskdkxj

Image 1 — 5’10, 175, 19M, currently cutting
Image 2 — 5’10, 175, 19M, currently cutting
Image 3 — 5’10, 175, 19M, currently cutting
Image 4 — 5’10, 175, 19M, currently cutting
Image 5 — 5’10, 175, 19M, currently cutting

5’10, 175, 19M, currently cutting

Normal lighting with no pump in any of these photos. Any advice will be gladly taken.

That being said, today I just haven’t really felt good about my physique. I’ve made so many mistakes that have cost me so many gains. I didn’t bring my shoulders back on bench and that visibly costed me chest gains. I had really bad body image problems and couldn’t bring myself to bulk so I kept cutting down and losing the minimal gains I had at the time. At 2 years and 10 months in, I feel like the progress I’ve made only shows half that amount of time. I always see people bigger and leaner than me that have been doing this a similar amount or less time than I have and it makes me not be able to enjoy the body I have. I will get my dream physique eventually, I know it. It’s not even a question of if it’s a question of when. And I also know I should accept my mistakes and just enjoy the journey but I want it now. 3 years in, here’s to 3 more. Don’t let yourself think how I do. Love yourself unconditionally because you deserve it. I hope I can one day.

u/Idkakskdkxj — 19 days ago
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Sleep apnea is disgustingly awful

I have mild sleep apnea but this feels like hell. The last few days have been terrible. I feel so tired all day and I haven’t for the life of me been able to fall asleep with the CPAP on yet. I’m only 19 days in using it so surgery isn’t on the table yet. It HAS to work forever starting tonight because I cannot handle this any longer. I’m gonna lose my mind. My mom’s stupid and says being tired is just a part of adult life but if this is how adult life feels I can’t continue living. I can’t keep doing this. I’ve always struggled with my mental health and if I can’t sleep and have to feel fatigued for any longer there’s literally no point in living. I called my sleep doctors office but they aren’t in till 7am tomorrow so I had to leave a voice mail. I can’t live like this any longer. I’m miserable. God help me.

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u/Idkakskdkxj — 29 days ago