u/Idkwhattoname15237

I fucked up big time. I have quit 7oh around 5 times before, and tried to quit again. I took my last dose last night and couldn’t even make it 10 hours before the WD symptoms were so bad this time I had to run and get some. I was constantly crying, not like watery eyes, full on ugly crying for literally no reason. I don’t have enough money to afford to take time off work to withdraw (or to continue 7oh tbh) so rehab unfortunately isn’t really an option. I was also considering getting a script for subs, however if I get diagnosed with substance use disorder I will probably lose my ADHD meds which will also fuck me over majorly especially since I’m gonna be starting nursing school very soon. I just really don’t know what to do. Does anyone have any advice or am I just cooked?

I’m not sure what to do, I’m honestly freaking the fuck out right now. I needed a loan for groceries because I physically couldn’t get through the week due to my employer cutting my hours. My repayment date is tomorrow and I got literally 0 hours from work, was not able to pick up any shifts. I literally won’t have the money and have no clue what I should do like at all. What should I do? Did I fuck up bad