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Did I overdose?

Prefacing this by saying I’m not encouraging suicide or this behavior. I took a handful of pills + alcohol one evening and basically lost the rest of that day and the next but my friend said we called and watched a show on discord near the end of the day I can’t remember. He did say I hardly spoke when we watched, but again I don’t even remember doing that at all. I’m just curious if that counts as ODing (because apparently I was coherent enough to call the next day, of which I can’t remember) and if I should be concerned medically? I’m realizing I don’t really know what constitutes an overdose.

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u/Ihavenothingelse7 — 12 days ago
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Was I groomed?

When I was maybe 17 (I’m 19), I asked Reddit if a vague memory I had was sexual assault and I was concerned that I made it up because I couldn’t remember it that well, but the more I thought about his other behaviors, I wondered if I was groomed. Or if a 10-12yo can be groomed by a 13-15yo. In the post, I outlined the experiences I had with him, where he would always hang out with me specifically despite being my brothers friend (who’s his same age), lie and praise me for a terrible British accent (enough to make my brother mad and somewhat jealous), how he taught me to “have sex” with Villagers in Minecraft, talk about Pizza Hut (a term he used for Porn Hub), etc. The memory I have of the assault is being pinned down and dry humped but I just sort of froze. All this to say, I recently messaged the perpetrator on Facebook because for years I’ve been wondering if I’m crazy and made it up. I’m gonna share the screenshots to yall so I can ask if he did groom me or just to get any take about this whatsoever as I’m pretty confused (and never told anyone about it), I mean was it really just kids being kids? BEFORE you read the screenshots know I was acting very nice because I wanted him to admit to stuff, I’m not looking for a court case or anything, it was just so frustrating not knowing if I made it all up. To the point where I kind of want to keep talking to him to see what else he says, which you can all weigh in on as well (P.s the Jordan I mention in the screenshots is a kid who would kiss me in elementary school cause he assumed we were dating because I never specifically said no, and I don’t really hold that against him but for context I thought maybe he could’ve been the one to do it so I brought him up but the perpetrator confused him with a Female Jordan we knew.)

Here are the recent messages between us after I reached out because I wanted to know if he’d confirm anything: https://imgur.com/a/NPGdENT

u/Ihavenothingelse7 — 14 days ago