need advice: my toxic dad may have cancer — i dont want to forgive him but is there anything i should do?
long story short.. my dad and i do not have the best relationship. in fact, i stopped talking to him a few years back. he’s always been confusing and angry but it got worst when my mom passed away.
he got with another girl, when i wanted to spend tome with him, he screamed to me “why the fk do i wanna hang out with u”, overreacts to things. yes, he did hit me. so hard one time on my face that i couldnt move my mouth. never said i love u and the only time was when he sent me a text but it has the btch’s name on it. two years later, made this drama and defended this lther girl. but yeah.. too much. i just feel that whenever i try, i get hurt. like if i forget that he did this just for the sake of just getting along well, he says sth stupid or react to things.
but yeah. a few days ago.. he left this folder thing om the table. i knew he just wanted me to see and its like a note about cancer and stuff. i didnt open it to see more detail. im just.. lol. at that moment, i was angry tho and sad. sad cus i dont want ppl to feel pain but angry cus.. this man who ignored my needs. i got covid when i travelled to another country and i could hear him through the phone as i was talking to my aunt saying “why the fuck should i care”