I hate this drug. I used it to get off k but now that I stopped this the restlessness and upset stomach are like hell. Any advice? I’m never picking this up again. Glad I caught this addiction quick
I first used ketamine about 3 years ago but it was rare and I mean it. However 2 years ago I found a way to access lots for cheap and began abusing. It escalated to last summer blowing through 1-2g a day for almost the whole summer. That is when I first got k cramps. From Oct-Dec 2025 I didn’t use because I got seriosuly injured. Jan-March I used 1-2g a day almost every day. Started to get cramps more frequently and longer. I had an episode where dull k cramps lasted over a week and I knew I had to get clean. I’ve relapsed a few times and each time the dull cramps come back after 1 use and it scares me so bad they’re permanent. Last night I used with friends who showed me how to get it easily and I got cramps and I want to quit for good. I can’t kill myself like this.
I know these cramps will go away but I also know that one day they may become chronic. That scares me. I try replacing k with other drugs but I know that’s wrong and I want to be completely sober from everything. K doesnt even do what it used to do for me so I need to face the things in real life that I am trying to escape.
I wanted to share my story because I need a place to talk to.