daddy issues 💅🏻
to kahani aisi h, I met a girl on my clg[NIT] subreddit, we talked and mujhe pata chala she is in first yr (I'm in 4th yr), we talked for a few days, basically she had a lot of trauma (uske parents divorced h, uske uncle ne usko touch kiya h 🥀) to humare paas baat karne ko bahot kuch tha, after few days we got comfortable with each other, one night we sexted on insta.
After this night she wanted to come in a relationship, I denied because acc to me there was no future for us, mera clg khatam hone ko tha uska abhi suru hua h so like koi future nhi, to maine usko bola ki we shouldn't talk anymore, par wo mujhe emotionally blackmail karne lagi ki wo self harm kar legi agar maine baat nhi ki, sui**de kar legi.
I tried everything usko samjhane ke liye, lekin wo nhi samjhi main usko block kar diya to uski friends mujhko msg kar rhi ki usko anxiety attack aa rahe, ek din to hostel aa gyi mere, but I ignored everything and didn't reply.
Baki ab sab sahi h phir m kanpur aa gya lekin meri gand phad di usne, aur maine ye baat kisi ko nhi batayi sab kuch akele handle kiya.
idk why but I wanted to tell someone so I'm posting it here.
Edit: Guys I was also depressed at that time, because placement szn was going on and I was struggling.