u/Imadethistogethelp33

Hello! I really don't know if I'm here to rant or just looking for advice or just to read others opinion My little one is 6 mo today and the sleep was a chaos from the first day he was born. He is still waking up every 1-2 hours at night looking for my breast ( he is EBF) and I didn't have a strech more than 4 h of sleep for 9 months ( the last 3 mo of pregnancy were a nightmere). When he was 3 mo he started the night with a 3-4 h and that was ok-ish but since 3 mo and a half, now 6 mo he is awake every 1-2 h and I just feel I'm losing my mind. He never accepted any pacifiers or any bottle. I tried and tried and failed and he just spits them or plays with them. I have to be there for him every 1-2 hours and really I'm only a shadow of a person. Thank you