This is why I hate my dads mother, I fucking hate her guts. Context: I'm a teenager with level 1 autism and I've been SA'd by my grandma three times. This started when I was five, she came over once to help us grow a lemon tree, and after we planted it, my mom picked me up to carry me inside our house then my grandma pinched my rear just because she wanted to. The second time I was eight, I was changing after taking a shower and since I hit puberty a bit early, I was getting my breasts and as I was changing, she came and poked my left breast, while I didn't have a shirt on yet. The third time was about 2 years ago, we went to a sushi place then she went ahead and pinched my rear end and when my mom found out, she tried to lie about it then admitted it, she then gave me the most bullshit text I've ever received. She has been going into the shower with me even as I grew up, I'm deeply traumatized and even have a trigger to it (if someone runs up to me with their hand out I scream and cry) I've done therapy but it didn't really work. She gave her friends the Poisoned version of the whole thing, painting herself as the victim.
u/Imaginary-Hall646
I really need advice and help, I've already called a hotline and others,I want to move out but it seems selfish of me. So for context: I'm teenager with level 1 autism,has been dealing with sexual trauma for years,and gained trust issues due to many ex friends. My parents know all of this and will say that they'll treat me better than the people who fucked me up. My mom yelled at me when I told her I was suicidal and said I was following a trend and that I was hanging around people who think suicide was funny even though both of those things aren't true and I'm actually struggling mentally,my dad has threatened to physically harm me, he also called me a retarded seal, talks inappropriately about me, mock me, being painted as a manipulative person by my own mom when I cry,my dad committed animal abuse to my cat by throwing her after she had surgery.And 3 weeks ago said I could have a dead mom when I said her medicine (Marijuana) was toxic. They have problems of their own but instead of getting help they take it out on me. The hotline has said that my parents are emotionally and verbally abusing me, I need to get out of this house, I already planned to live with my great grandma since she's really the only sane family member I can trust. yes I have told a teacher and my school principal. My teacher hasn't done anything and my principal said that it was their way of love cause they pay her 10k for me to go to school. I've been wanting to get legal action taken but I'm extremely scared of them finding out that I or someone called legal action cause then they might yell at me and say "it makes us look bad". My mother did call me mental over my hair and whenever I tell them about my problems or call them out, they threaten to take me to a foster home where they beat me or send me to a mental hospital