u/ImaginaryAd3408

i’ve honestly have been so depressed the last couple months. i cry all the time and feel terrible. i’ve been on various anti depressants and mood stabilizers and nothing has worked out for me. my psych is tapering me off lamictal and prozac bec ive been having a lot of suicidal thoughts since i added the lamictal. i’m starting cymbalta but just feel really hopeless. i have a good support system but no one in my family understands mental health and think im being over dramatic. the only thing keep me alive are my two cats derek and mina. i started going to therapy but ive been nervous about telling my therapist the severity of my depression. i really dont feel like life isn’t worth living anymore and have been feeling like a passenger in my own body. like i’m watching a movie almost. i have half the mind to quit my medication cold turkey but i know i shouldn’t. the only thing i have going for me is that im in my last year of college and ill hopefully start law school the following year but its so hard to even imagine a future with how im feeling now

attending my first acl and wanna see who else is struggling between choosing from skrillex or charlixcx. i’ve seen charli twice already and im also seeing her at lollapalooza this year so i know that i should go see skrillex but i love charli so much i feel so indecisive. are we sure they’ll be playing at the same time ? is it worth it to try and go to half of both sets?

i really want to plan a graduation trip next year to hawaii but feel so conflicted.. is it disrespectful to go there period? i know at the end of the day im an adult and i can do what i want but i want to be respectful and if my presence is actively harming to the locals there i wont go! i want honest advice is there a way to visit and to give to the natives that live there? like instead of using big name hotels/resorts going to locals lodging instead along with eating and buying from them as well? is it better for me not to go at all?