I left my home the moment I was born.
I left my family.
I left infinite love.
I was sad and scared.
I was a baby.
I stayed close to my house for a few years.
I had lots of love inside of me still.
But now I was by myself, I didn’t have a family.
And, slowly, the love inside me started to drain.
I could replenish my love by feeling happy.
I was happy when I played.
But eventually, people told me I shouldn’t play, so I stopped.
I wanted people to like me.
The love continued to drain.
I felt sad and scared a lot of the time.
The beautiful parts of life kept me going.
Those I loved kept me going.
Love itself kept me going.
Love kept me strong.
The love continued to drain.
I felt angry.
I felt lonely.
I started to feel sad and scared again.
I had lost something.
I had no choice but to face my pain.
Eventually, I began to remember.
I remembered my first home.
I remembered my first family.
I remembered infinite love.
I thought their loss might be the source of all my pain.
How long have I had all this pain?
I remember the baby that left it’s home.
I want to hug that baby and keep it safe.
I want to tell that baby that everything is going to be OK.
I want to tell that baby that I love them.
I remember myself.
I want to hug myself and keep myself safe.
I want to tell myself that everything is going to be OK.
I want to tell myself that I love myself.
I love myself.
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When I accepted that I was still an innocent baby, I got closer to home.
When I accepted that all others are innocent babies, I got closer to home.
When I accepted that the Universe is an innocent baby, I got closer to home.
When I give love to others, I get closer to home.
When I give love to myself, I get closer to home.
When I feel the love I have for others, when I feel the love I have for myself, I realize:
I am home.