So basically I (M27) always been quite happy and content with my life, I used to go to work, come home and game or watch YouTube and occasionally chat to my mates, go to football on the weekend and sometimes pub/cinema with my mates, and that was enough for me
Then in 2024 I became close with someone (M19) who id always known of cos of a mutual family member, got to a stage of playing Xbox every night, texting daily, meeting up sometimes multiple times a week, he would stay over mine a lot and we would have gaming nights and I also got him into darts, so we spent a lot of time playing darts together. we also went on holiday abroad together as well
We had a fall out in early 2025 and made up in mid 2025, had one or 2 minor fall outs since, and then in January this year another proper one, I tried to talk it through with him the next day and he just started ignoring my messages, thought we might make up eventually and then literally last week he blocked me on insta after I posted on my story a pic of me doing an activity that I’d only ever done before with him cos he got me into it
And now basically I’m just so bored all the time, playing darts and gaming on my own just doesn’t cut it like it used to, even going to football doesn’t hit the same spot anymore because I always used to go with him ffs
Any idea how long this will last until I forget about him?🤣🤣