u/Imatseabebackat7

Looking for someone to play video games with and someone that's chill and like nature and anime.

I work at a dispensary, I have two cats (both fat) and I like true crime.

I think life is really hard. I'm trying to be a better person but I'm bad at it. Which sounds like a cop out and I think it is. I think everything is hard. And I wish it was all easier. I wish I could live comfortably in my own brain. I feel completely alone. I don't know why it's so hard to feel seen. Or feel desired. Or wanted. I think I may have some kind of disdain for myself or something. I feel like I have this silly anger towards everyone around me. Like it's unwarranted and illogical. it feels juvenile. Like I'm just immature and can't handle myself. I want to feel loved. Like everyone else. I want to feel like I love myself. I'm really tired. I want to be taken seriously like I'm a fragile painting. Like I'm worth something. I want to be cherished. Like I'm your best friend. I want to be nourished. Like you care. But I can't even do any of that for myself. I can't be nice to myself. I just make excuses. Man

I work a dispensary so I love 🌳. I have two cats and I have like music a lot