That’s a 65” tv for reference. Gets sun for the entire day every day. I only water it when the soil is dry (probably around 1 time every 3 weeks or so). No new leaves are growing and the 2 middle leaves just keeps getting taller. This has been consistent for over 6 months. What am I doing wrong?
I just found out about primal wounds and it is making so much of my life make sense..
My adoption was setup before I was born. It was closed and my parents picked me up from the hospital when I was a day old. My entire childhood was riddled with anxiety and hyper sexuality in my single digits- not with others, but alone (idk if it’s related, but I do wonder if the good feelings from it were a coping mechanism.) in my teens, I had issues with an eating disorder and drug addiction. I managed to get sober at 21, but I’m about to be 32 and I still deal with intense anxiety, relationship issues, and self esteem issues. I’ve never met my biological parents in person. My biological father was my biological mother’s step father, so it obviously wasn’t a good situation. She was 15. He was 37 and started abusing her when she was 11. He actually got her pregnant again a year later, and my bio grandma (his wife and her mom) made her get an abortion. My bio mom is still alive. Bio dad and grandma died from complications from long term drug addiction several years ago. The people that adopted me were great. Not perfect of course, but they certainly love me and did everything they could. They will always be my mom and dad. They weren’t able to naturally have children and had already tried for 10 years before adopting me. Anyway, I could never understand why I seemed to struggle my entire life. When I found out about primal wounds, it all made sense.. I want to add that I was never physically, sexually, or emotionally abused in any way. My parents gave me the best childhood they could which is why no one could understand why I struggled so much. Now, I need to figure out a way to heal these issues so the rest of my life isn’t like this