Burn out. Pa rant lang po please. Pagod na kasi ako
Pa rant lang po please. I need to get this out of my chest and wala akong mapag sabiha. I started working for this company as a VA 1 month ago and honestly, ok naman sya at first. I thought mababait yung co-workers ko, lalo na yung direct supervisor ko, which is also the one who trains me. But after a month palagi na akong na papagalitan/ napag sasabihan because of my work performance.
the work was fast-paced as an assistant due to the nature of the busines, palagibg urgent, which is gets ko naman, the problem is bago sakin ang lahat, kailangan ko syang aralin from scratch and after working from just a month, they expect my work to be “almost” flawless. naka highligh t yung almost kasi sabi nila hindi naman daw sila na eexpect na ma master ko agad, but they always point out kung anong mali ko.. nagaglit na sila kasi pa balik balik daw yung questions ko, kung may ma miss ako lalo na at sabay2 yung urgent na work na kailangan tapusin etc.
Honestl, alam ko naman na hindi basta2 yung trabaho na pinasok ko and binasa ko naman yung job discription, and I though kaya ko.
Ngayon parang gusto ko nang mag quit pero hindi pwede, malaki yung sweldo and nag sisimula na akong bumawi sa parents ko. Ayaw ko din ma disappoint yung friend ko na nag recommend sakin dito. Pagod na ako, pero di ko kayang umiyak, kasi nangako ako sa sarili ko na hindi ako pwedeng umiyak sa mga ma babaw na dahilan. I can’t let myself feel weak.