33F and tired
Im 33yoF and im just at rock bottom. I’ve always been overweight. I’m 5’4”. Weight 250 (245 on a good day) but I’m STRONG! And I think that’s what I keep telling myself. “You aren’t as fat as you think you are because you are strong”. I have muscular legs. I just want to be finally happy in my life. I binge eat… I’m never “not hungry”. I HAVE time to go to the gym but the idea of just going is exhausting. I always nap 3 hours a day. Idk what motivation I need. I don’t have kids. Just my spouse and I and our cats and dog. I’m crying typing this. I have PCOS which I feel is another excuse I tell myself. I just want to be 180-190. I personally don’t want to be on GLP. I’ve seen people drop weight on their own and I want that to be me 😭😭
u/Impossible-Box248 — 5 days ago