u/Impossible-One-6984

I would need some advice from external people , if you want to help me DM me

Hi im 17 years old,I need some advice, because I'm afraid I'm in wrong.My mother left two days ago on vacation without me and my sister, because I developed chronic pain,and I'm in pain 24/7, and no doctor wants me on painkillers because they think I'm too young to take them, anyway she left with her tox1c ex,Even if she didn't tell anyone who she was leaving with, all the family knows,she didn't even tell us where she was going,I had to beg my grandmother to tell me where my mother was, well she went to Türkiye for 1 week! she even never took us abroad!, and then she gets angry with me because we don't respond to her massages, like I'm sorry mom but no I don't want to hear about your fantastic vacation while there isn't a day that I don't suffer. I've been very depressed about this lately i cant talk about it with anyone without cry, huff I'm afraid of being selfish and thinking only of myself

I would like to have a portrait of our childhood that I can hang in my house and still have an indissoluble memory of it, My sister and I are twins so it would be really important to me to have something that reminds me of her. I would like it in a style like a Victorian painting or an illustration like a children's book, my budget is not too high I'm around €50-60 ❤️‍🩹

So I'll start by saying that I'm new and I've never commissioned anything to anyone. It's my first time. I'm looking for an artist who can do a portrait of me and my sister when we were little, from the bust up, in a style that was somewhat like a Victorian painting or an illustration,or even semi-realistic I would like a drawing to hang in my house, possibly, 5×10 or 17×12.,I'm fine with both digital and traditional

my baget is not absurdly high my max is 50-60€ , if there is anyone who can help me message me

I would love to have something made by a made artist by their hand ❤️‍🩹😊