Never ending sadness
Hello there jungians
So as the title indicates I have been dealing with so much sadness in the late couple of weeks and I don't know exactly why am feeling that
At work everything is under control (emotionally) but when I get home sadness Starts flooding me
Lately I have confessed my admiration for a girl I met years ago at a festival we did meet but I was too anxious to actually speak and be myself and was her most of the time talking and I was only following what she was saying
She went abroad we kept on talking but it felt like she didn't give me attention
She speaks shortly and reply with emojis and that killed me
Am 29 and I have never been in a relationship
As far as I know it feels like there is a unconscious desire to have a girlfriend but I couldn't achieve it
The moment a girl sees me and she wanna meet me I start acting weird
I don't know what to say anymore
Am just so fucking sad and miserable and I can't do shit about it
I wanna know your opinions from a Jungian perspective