Worthless
I feel so worthless. it feels like no one cares about me anymore. my scars are fading and I can’t handle it. I just want to give up at this point.
I feel so worthless. it feels like no one cares about me anymore. my scars are fading and I can’t handle it. I just want to give up at this point.
Hi all. as many of you know summer is starting and with that comes short sleeves. I want some advice on how to go about telling my therapist and in turn my guardians that I have been harming myself. I am 17m and will not turn 18 until the end of the summer. also since college is coming up I’ll have to get a physical exam and will most likely be reported then. I am really nervous and have no idea how anyone will react but how do I talk to my therapist about it?
Hi all. as many of you know summer is starting and with that comes short sleeves. I want some advice on how to go about telling my therapist and in turn my guardians that I have been harming myself. I am 17m and will not turn 18 until the end of the summer. also since college is coming up I’ll have to get a physical exam and will most likely be reported then. I am really nervous and have no idea how anyone will react but how do I talk to my therapist about it?
I am so close to relapsing and I need to be talked out of it but there’s nothing and no one that is able to convince me right now
Tw: I will be describing my self harm but hopefully not so in depth that mods will take this down.
I just relapsed and it was pretty bad. I did not cut as much as I have in the past but I guess I cut deeper because I was bleeding a ton. it wasn’t squirting or anything but when I was done my arm was covered in blood and I felt dizzy. I thought I had cut to the normal depth I usually do but I guess I was wrong? they have stopped bleeding but idk what to do for a possible next time.
I’m genuinely going through a mental health crisis and no one cares. I can’t get out of bed half of the time but I’m seen as lazy and like I’m wasting my time. I cry all the time and no one cares. I talk to my friends, my boyfriend, my family about how bad I’m feeling and all I get is “okay” or “just change your way of thinking”. I fantasize about cutting all the time and I can’t stay clean for shit. I hate this so much. I hate living this stupid life. the only thing keeping me here is the same thing making me want to leave.
tw: I’m talking about a lot of triggering things, self harm, suicidal thoughts, etc.
I don’t feel real anymore. I feel disgusting and so out of it. I can’t stop thinking of cutting myself and I wish I had the balls to just end it. I can’t keep on living life like this. I have no motivation, I can barely get out of bed anymore, almost every person in my life hates me. I can’t keep on doing this. I’ve been trying to stay clean of self harm but what’s the point anymore? it’s not like anyone cares. no one even knows that I’m still cutting. I fucking hate this
TW: talking about self harm a lot
I almost passed out in the shower because I got new blades and I went too deep and I feel so disgusting but I can't stop thinking about going deeper and I don't know what to do 😭. I feel so evil because I had a really good date yesterday with my boyfriend but now I feel so gross and insane. I wish I could talk to my boyfriend about this stuff since he used to cut as well but I'm too scared that I'll trigger him and possibly trigger a relapse
I don’t really know what to do. I’m a senior in high school and I just had my last official day of high school and now I’m getting really bad self harm urges. I can’t do it tonight, I have a date tomorrow and it’s so hot out that I might die if I can’t roll my sleeves up. I don’t have anyone to talk to and maybe i don’t want anyone. I really don’t know how much longer I can do this