u/Impossible_Sphinx

People keep asking me if I'm pregnant. I'm 11 mo post partum. I had 4 years of infertility, pregnancy loss, 3 rounds of IVF, an ectopic pregnancy that ruptured and was an emergency surgery, a C section... I've been through so much. And I'm wondering if I have diastasis.

Today I was getting a pedicure with my husband, his first in his life. My nail tech asked me within 2 minutes of sitting down when I was due. I cried through the whole pedicure. It was embarrassing as hell.

I'm to the point where I don't want to leave the house.

Thankfully I work in scrubs which seems to hide my shape better.

I'm active, I exercise, I ride my horse, I eat pretty well. But I am starting to hate my body.

I need hugs.

I've been a patient at Allergy and Asthma Centers of Cape Cod on W Main St Hyannis for a while but the place is just too disorganized. Can anyone recommend a different allergy doctor who does allergy shots?