I’m in tears as I write this man because I just don’t know what else to do. I’ve been going through the toughest period of my life for a long time and it just doesn’t feel like God is anywhere near me. I’ve been struggling almost everyday even almost took my life which might’ve been the only time I heard him I just heard “Stop”. I’ve prayed, I’ve fasted, I’ve don’t just about everything I feel like. What am I doing wrong. I’ve questioned my faith and my trust in him. I even feel myself growing bitter towards God because of how I feel like he sees my tears every single day and does nothing to change my situation and is doing nothing absolutely nothing. I hate that because who am I to be mad? I’m not perfect I’ve fallen short so many times and he’s never left me but I’m just so tired man. I don’t feel him and I don’t hear him. I’ve prayed for the same thing for a long time and nothing has happened. I even changed my prayer to ask him for my desires to align with his will but my desires haven’t changed. I asked him to help me not want what isn’t meant for me but my feelings still haven’t changed and it’s confusing me. All of this confuses me and I don’t know if they will ever be answered. I’m sorry this is long and I know most won’t even read this far but if you did thank you and whoever responds thank you even more.
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I’m a 23yo Father and I’ve just been having a really rough time since me and my babymama broke up and I just wanted to know how long did it take and how were you able to move forward once your family unit was broken. We broke up about 8 months ago have been really co-parenting for 5 and it’s been the toughest period of my life. We broke up due to issues that I had and it affected our relationship(NOT abuse but more so personal problems I’d been dealing with for a long time). I’ve since went to therapy and it’s helped tremendously but at the moment she still doesn’t want to get back together and I honestly don’t know if we ever will. I’m trying to move forward and I still see my daughter almost everyday but it just hurts knowing what I used to have and I loved them both so deeply struggle to get through most days. She has since started dating someone and she tells me it’s not serious and still sent memories of our relationship just last week but I still assume the worst. I tried dating someone too but I’m just not ready and had to break it off. For those who had to move on how did you? How were you able to get over the loss? Any and all answers are helpful and appreciated.