Eyebrows
Guys I see many people pull their head hair out etc but for me it's specifically eyebrows, it makes me so insecure , like I I wish they weren't perfect before I developed this stupid disorder so I wouldn't be as sad.. but now I have to draw them in to fill the patches on the front, I js wanna look like myself and these stupid eyebrow pencils never make me feel as pretty as my natural brows did. First it was only when I was studying now even when I'm not studying. I hate seeing myself without drawing in those patches now and I feel so insecure that people can see my drawn on brows while standing near me like please don't judge meeee , I developed this when I was 16 and it's gotten worse since then and I'm 18. I see my old pictures sometimes and I feel so sad. My mom says just stop it and says I'm not gonna get you diagnosed it's about your "will power" , it makes me sad she thinks that cuz she's a psychologist and should know this is different.