u/InSignificantEnTitty

Okay all of these cards came flying out in this order so I know it’s not a common spread but this is just how it happened

I was literally shocked to see both the emperor and empress because I was asking about the lover I’ve been manifesting back. I do get them a lot when like asking about my future self or his future self, but never together.

I believe we are twin flames and I’ve been picking up on a LOT of telepathic energy exchange. Lately something inside of me is saying that the reason he doesn’t want to face me is because he had been speaking badly about me to his friends in order to follow the group and fit in, but I don’t have any proof or really know anything about his friends personalities because I’ve never me them. I don’t know really why I think that, but maybe it’s in the cards?

Despite this, I feel like we are so so close to reconnecting but that’s only based on my intuition.

This is how I read the cards-

1st line is about me. I’m stuck here because of my inability to connect

2nd line is him completing a cycle and finding balance.

3rd line is me again and because I feel this way, I am going to say that the judgment card is my fear of a higher power or the forces of the universe, causing me to stay at home waiting for my pentacles. That doesn’t feel completely accurate and I think I’m missing something. OR maybe it’s like I feel like the higher powers are punishing me for my hermit mode, because I feel unloved? Or they are punishing me for my hermit mode by withholding love from me?

4th line is him again, and my hopeful interpretation is that he’s coming out of his self inflicted ignorance to take action and give me what I want to bring harmony to both of us??? Maybe???

Thanks for any help or opinions!!!

What’s going on with me? I’m a Libra sun and moon and Virgo rising, or according to sidereal, I am a Libra stellium in my big 3

I’m trying to exit the healing phase of my spiritual awakening and kind find the out door.

I also sense that the last line of cards is about the person I am trying to rekindle with.

4 of cups is definitely what I’m seeking. I miss the feeling of happiness and I have been single for a long time and not for lack of trying.

I think the devil with the empress and queen of pentacles is that I’m addicted to fantasizing about my future self, but I’m scared to step into the role with the 9 of wands, and Ike I’m holding myself back by not acknowledging my strengths, but every time I try to do so, I give into the addiction of imaging my future while being too afraid that I’m wrong about being who i want to be, which is the queen of wands and 6 of pentacles.

I think he is overwhelmed by our emotions for each other, but is avoiding me bc he’s financially unstable. The knight of cups is throwing me.