u/Independent-Bank-536

i dislike my gender. fully. and all my life i have always perceived myself as the other gender without being aware that I am trans but I wont transition, but i am deeply unhappy about myself. whenever i see the opposite gender, i get sad. i can't even enjoy shows or movies anymore or go online because all i see is the opposite gender everywhere. i am depressed and desperate and i don't know what to do. i will NOT transition but i'm asking for help to cope because i can't do this. everyday i suffer and it hurts more when i have free lonely days where I sit in all day. i have already made plans to end it soon since i can never enjoy life with this shitty body. I regret this because i am healthy but i’m stressed all the time, i never asked to be born

i dislike my gender. fully. and all my life i have always perceived myself as the other gender without being aware that I am trans. I wont transition, but i am deeply unhappy about myself. whenever i see the opposite gender, i get sad. i can’t even enjoy shows or movies anymore or go online because all i see is the opposite gender everywhere. i am depressed and desperate and i don’t know what to do. i will NOT transition but i’m asking for help to cope because i can’t do this. everyday i suffer and it hurts more when i have free lonely days where I sit in all day. if i’m lucky and have a busy day, i won’t think of it much but most of the time i am free and by myself