So. My gf just left me.
So, we’ve been together for three years, ever since 7th grade. Never once did anything sexual happen and we both made it clear we would be like that until we were married last year. As you can tell, we aren’t making it that far. I go to band and talk to her, she’s said she’s been stressed with school and jazz band so I gave her some space, then out of the blue she has one of her friends tell me that she wanted to break up. All of a sudden, not even an hour after we exchanged i love you‘s and kissed. So I sit there and literally hold back tears in my chair with my instrument. 3 years just gone for seemingly no reason, I tried to talk to her but she just said we’ll talk over the phone when she gets home. So we make it home and I wait an hour to call, then she finally picks up and says “I’ve found someone who knows to have fun” and hangs up. Never once have I felt so used in my life. I feel like crap and I have so many emotions and questions. I literally don’t know what to do.
