u/IndependentEbb8624

Today I was offered free shots on the house from a hot bartender at a restaurant I was at with a friend and said no… big W

I’m 4 months and 29 days clean today and am hoping to stay sober indefinitely. I’m struggling with thoughts that I never really was an alcoholic because I’ve been in recovery for over a year now (with some lapses). I never really completely relapsed though so I think I’m forgetting how bad things really were. When does the obsession to drink go away? I hear some people say it took them 3 months but not in my experience. I still battle with thoughts of using daily.