u/Independent_Brief209

Is this a cause for concern and should I go to the doctor for this? I suddenly got ringing in my left ear last night which went from quiet to somewhat loud and it didn't go away for maybe an hour? I panicked and thought I got tinnitus. Then I fell asleep so I couldn't keep track of when it stopped. I just woke up this morning and now it's completely gone

Hi so I'm in an extremely tricky situation. There was a period in my life where I had to drop out of school due to unrelated reasons and during that time I also happened to start transitioning. I don't pass well but I lucked out with my voice so I never really had any issues being somewhat stealth in my day to day life. The issue is I live in a country where it's just not possible to get your name and gender marker changed in any way so all my academic records + documents have my deadname. On top of that my deadname also happens to be extremely feminine so I can't pass it off as a unisex name either.

I plan to enroll back into a school soon and I have no idea how I should navigate this tbh. I plan to send a request in asking if they could let me use a different name while keeping my deadname in the system. But I'm not sure if they would accommodate that since this is a transphobic country 😭 so just in case that doesn't work out, I wanna be prepared. I don't want to walk around with ppl knowing my deadname and get treated differently. Girlmoding isn't an option either because my voice dropped so much I can't pull off a higher voice

Any ideas on what I can do? I just want to live a normal life