u/Individual_Hotel_709

Hey there,

Just wondering as a porn addict. If I scroll through attractive girls Instagrams or tiktoks, and they're in bikinis show ass and that. Is that something an addict should avoid? As in just get rid of all that or is that considered healthy? Due to the fact that I'm a straight 20 year old male. Also is masterbaiting to that sort of stuff considered bad too? Because Ik masterbaiting isn't a bad thing. It is healthy and normal.

I had a terrific relationship with my dad. My brother, not so much. They never really got along at all. I was his favourite son. He actually spoke to me and treated me with respect. Until one night when I was 14. Feel free to laugh at this if you guys want 😂 But they were freshly washed grapes on our kitchen bench. However, I didn't want them, instead I took a chocolate yoghurt from the fridge and started eating near the bin. Because it was about to spoon full to finish it. And my dad walked past to go outside. He said "why don't you eat the grapes instead?" Me, being an angsty 14 year old going through puberty. I got angry and told him "because I don't want them." Then I slammed my finished yogurt in the bin. He got angry at me. Ask me why I am getting angry. Then from that night on her never spoke to me again. I'm 20 years old now. And he has lived with me my whole life. So for 6 years I've been emotionally neglected. And all the trauma has caught up to my life here. This shit sucks dude.