Feeling extremely sad
My symptoms keep worsening, appearing out of nowhere. I once read a comparison between an addict and an MDer, you think I’m listening, but in truth, I’m not really here. Music was never my trigger, yet somehow it became one.
Now this scene keeps replaying in my mind, me with my two imaginary soulmates, sheltered in a rescue center, waiting out the storm. There’s nothing sad about it, maybe the sadness comes from knowing I’m not actually there, but stuck here, in a place I don’t want to be. Tear comes out of nowhere and it's so embarrassing.