u/Individual_Tea_7142

Shifting is not what you think…I saw things..it was hard but I’m sure I made it back to my original reality. Although something seems different but I hope so. There were so many realities just like mine so I do hope..,anyways my posts are the same comments all my accounts passwords so I’m sure.

It was a lot. And before I woke up I experienced something I can’t explain. The thing is. When I shifted it wasn’t as if I was the person it was bird eye viewing from their eyes. I couldn’t actually speak or someone was speaking for me. But everything was different. I woke up in one place and my family was a different race but it was still my family. Anyways anyone had an experience ? It was honestly scary and I don’t think I want to try it again to ‘find my dream reality’ in a way it made me happy with where I am.

It’s not a ‘joy ride’ this shit is scary as fuck and you don’t want to do it.

I don’t even know if it was a recurring nightmare or shifting but genuinely I knew things like. I made pointers on how to get places. Notes on where things were and things did move or things that were mine were no longer mine and someone else’s small things like my golden purse was actually my cousins purse when I picked it up she snatched it and hated me but my cousin likes me ? In another one she was bald but my cousin has hair like it was a lot…

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u/Individual_Tea_7142 — 16 days ago

So usually I drink a lot of wine I also vape. I shame talk a lot and I care what others think about me. When I drink I no longer care and I’m happy again. So I just continued. It feels like how normal people should feel. Care free and happy about life.

I stoped for a few months and started getting depressed again. I’m also on anti depressants. I drank wine this week almost three whole bottles myself. When I stopped my body was shaking a lot and I was disoriented.

I still don’t really feel ok but like I’m not overthinking either? Just physically wise. I feel sick and it’s hard to stand up.

I threw the rest of the wine away and I don’t want anymore.

I need help basically.

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u/Individual_Tea_7142 — 20 days ago