u/Inevitable-Novel-457

I lift 3x a week & do 5 mins of rowing + 5 mins of assault bike, then I do BJJ 2x a week with some hard training. Consistently 12-13+ on strain and not struggling with energy during the day. I wfh so I’ll occasionally take a short nap if my schedule allows but I’m not vying to have one. I usually get around 7ish hours a night too and my diet is pretty solid with getting at least 30g of fiber in a day

My physicians lab results show I’m in range but I’m at 15pg/mL and I don’t know why whoop has me so out of range

Is this worth me looking into trt or anything? I’m 32m fwiw

For context, I quit because my current gf asked me to stop in response to me asking her to stop doing other drugs. I’m 32m and want a stable healthy relationship. I have had that boundary about other drugs in every relationship I’ve been in since I started dating

I only smoked at nighttime after my days tasks were over. I’m on track to being a director, I max out my 401k, contribute to an IRA & a brokerage, I lift 3x a week & do BJJ 2x a week. I own my home next to NYC. I went to a top 25 university and was working full time to get my MBA (graduated last August).

I do think I am able to regulate my mood/temper a bit more when I’m not high but I also do have very bad anxiety and I have very bad anxiety my entire life. I’ve tried prescription drugs but they do not connect with me the way they do others, it dulls every aspect of my life. I have situational prescription drugs prescribed to me but that’s only taken when I’m spiraling.

I struggle with understanding like why should I need to stop because I don’t see it having such a negative impact on my life. My current relationship is my fourth serious one and it was never a big issue in any of my other relationships. It helped bring me down when I was feeling anxious or insecure but idk, like I understand the long term negative effects of weed but I struggle to see how this substance was so bad to me. Maybe it’s the controlling aspect that’s getting to me but I want to vent this out a bit

I’m about 5 1/2 - 6 weeks since the last time I got high, before that I was vaping dry herb and eating edibles. Anyone else feel this way that can talk some sense into me?