u/Inevitable-Shallot94

i only remeber the cover and that it was a small writer and i believe it's a 3 part book series.
the cover was like thorns and roses and a gun looked like bl00d on it too. i reset my kindle bc of the update and it deleted my library.
it wasn't on good reads and i believe it was on kindle unlimited.
i'm so upset bc the first like chapter ish was so good

it's about a girl that walked into a club years ago in a purple dress and the guy was a club owner and like head over heels and she never realized he was inlove with her. he was a bad guy but did bad things for good reasons - it was a slow burn love and i cannot find the author or the book name HELP lol

i'm not entirely sure how to get a vet appointment for this.
Because I also don't really know what it is .
My cat will randomly and sporadically like go to sniff something on the bed etc. and any slight movement even if it's the softest thing ever or like a kiss sound to get his attention, he'll like Jolt his entire body and head back like there was a firework outside and he just heard it for the first time. He eats normally and he eats good food, no problem with drinking water uses the bathroom normally still, he's been neutered as a kitten got all his kitten shots. he's not in any pain from what I can tell, nothing about his personality has heightened or decreased, but it freaks me out because it's just these like sudden spasms every now and again but then he's playing like normal like two minutes later or gets the Zoomies like immediately after so I'm not really sure what that is supposed to mean.
it it's not jolting like only on the back hairs but like he will almost like fully jump back. Like if you see the cats being scared by the cucumbers of like those viral videos that went around not to that extent but like spazzing in that kind of way.
it's been going on for that I've noticed from maybe like the past two years but it's never like an every day thing like it's randomized and it's never that frequent.
what do you think it could be ?