u/InevitableOk1015

So I met this kind girl at my college who reached out to me first and we were talking on and off but I wasn’t quite sure she was serious, we told eachother things and made promises like we love eachother ect, but I kept noticing small signs of disrespect such as blocking me and trying with another guy then coming back when things didn’t work or fake accounts and comments on other guys insta post after telling me she has no guy friends, I wouldn’t have mind if she had just been honest, I just kept noticing these small lies all the time, the very first thing she did was lie to me about who she was. Near the end of the “relationship” I became quite rude and I kept telling her you can just hurt me and say you love me over and over (blocking and unblocking) like ten times, near the end I was really mean to her and it ended up in me being blocked but I regret everything, I don’t want her back or anything I just want to know how to move on from someone you knows In your class and that you’ll see in person all the time, how? Than you
Tl:dr long story short I fell in love with a girl who kept lying to me and blocking me when things got hard and near the end I was a dick, how do I love again and move on?

Me and this girl met last year in college, and We’ve been on and off but nothing serious, asked her about the age gap early on and she was fine with it so I made sure to always acknowledge that. long story short we were dating for around 6-8 months on and off, blocks here and there and it effected us during class hours as well since if we were arguing everyone would know and be curious ect, But the main problem is my own insecurities ruined it, I couldn’t take her word for what it was and was constantly overthinking and accusing her of the most random stuff, ended up with her just giving up since I kept going. I dont blame her but how do I deal with seeing this person In my class I cared so much about, how does one forget about someone they see all the time?

tl;dr ruined a good relationship with someone in my class how do move on with them always near