u/InevitableReview33

I was so wrong…

Ive posted a month ago when we bumped into each other in a club and few days after I felt neutral towards him (for the first time ever) and had that weird supernatural and bizarre experience of a dark energy like shape leaving my body.

And i thought “yes finally it is happening, im getting over him” well…

I miss him. Him as a person. Miss talking to him, spending time together, him as a unique human being.

I swear one of the worst parts of a breakup is that your ex has become this person that its forbidden to talk to and reach out for the rest of your life.
Like you’re longing and craving for someone that isn’t alive anymore.

I know this may sound pathetic but this is the reality. I cant lie to myself nor to anyone else.

How do you cope with this? What do you do when you miss them so bad?

Edit: and will it ever end? I want this to end…

Did you ever got into a relationship where you wanted to get back at your ex? Not necessarily as the person who was left but being the one who ended things and got yourself a rebound.

What was that experience for you like? What was going on in your head at that point? How did that relationship felt? How long did it last?