Support
Hello so as you could see, this isn’t my first time posting over here, but yeah you know I’m back into that needing support. I did relapse and I do feel regretful, but I don’t feel completely defeated. I came here to ask for support from anybody who’s going to the same thing that I’m going through, which is drinking every day throwing up violently the next day regretting everything canceling plans canceling events being in a room balled up because you just are so ashamed of yourself. That’s how I’ve been feeling every time I do drink my relationship with alcohol is complex when I don’t drink for one day I found myself the next day feeling proud of myself more uplifted more energy, and I feel proud that I could actually do it and that I didn’t cave into my cravings, but then after a couple of days of not drinking, maybe one or two days I tell myself I’ll have a drink and a drink that night but then the next day I keep it going because I don’t regret drinking that night because I was clean for 48 hours and I know 48 hours is really nothing. This is why I came here for Support. I want to go longer without drinking and I need help stories just people who can understand what I’m going through