I want to cry, so itchy
I am crying. I work with sani water a lot, but still wear Nitrile gloves at work to avoid contact. I just woke up this morning with a massive hole in my pinky from itching in my sleep. My hands are so dry and cracked I put lotion on and it just wont stop itching it's driving me insane. I cant use steroids for more than a few days at a time and nothing ive found works to relieve it. Its so hard being mentally strong enough not to itch because it freaking ITCHESSS. Ive gone to drs and got triamcinilome but I think its too soon for me to use it again, and its slowly starting to not work anymore after going back to it multiple times in the past 4-5 years. I dont know what to do to get it to stop 😩 its driving me crazy and I just want my hands back