My pregnancy anxiety is through the roof and I have already been to the emergency room twice regarding fear of miscarriage.
Prior to giving birth to my first child who is two I had a miscarriage and I can't help but spiral again with this pregnancy. I have panic disorder and with the hormones the panic attacks get more intense. With my successful pregnancy I bled multiple times bright red blood and it was very stressful. I ended up having a placental abruption at 38+6 and losing half my blood volume. I spoke to my ob before getting pregnant again about my fibroids and he dismissed them. I have an orange size fibroid in my uterus which I think contributed to my abruption. I also had concerns about my tsh which went from 2.65 prior to conception to now 3.10 and again my concerns have been dismissed. My ob keeps wanted to schedule my placement scan but I am avoiding it because I fear there will be nothing on the scan when the time comes. How do I get out of this doom thinking? Anyone else similar? Or am I just weird?